Break up has always been a painful thing to go through, whether you are a guy or a girl, whether you are the one who initiated the break up, or the one on the receiving end.
It puts everything on hold, and for that brief moment, as though the world is secondary to you wallowing in your self pity.
If there is a third party involved, it felt even worse, but that may be a blessing in disguise.
Because you would know very well there is no way you can get back together.
Because you would know very well there is no need to wait.
Because you would know very well there is absolutely nothing you can do but to let go.
Because that would certainly shove you out of the room you shared, and now there will be someone else who will be fucking him/her on the bed you paid for.
And this is a very big fuck up.
So fuck you, i hereby declare that i am now in the market again.